Sense of accomplishment

[maxhitman]

Sense of accomplishment ?

Today, I have done nothing at all.
I feel very accomplishment !

HEY! Give me a break, I had been working 6 to 7 days a week for
the past 3 months non-stop. So I need a break, and besides
that, its finally raining here, which means I cannot work with
cement in wet weather.

[sordi88]

I haven't watched any porn and jerked off for 2 weeks straight.
now THAT'S AN ACCOMPLISHMENT!

That said, tonight I'll take care of the oh so waited "release"

[sordi88]

Originally Posted by maxhitman

Sense of accomplishment ?

Today, I have done nothing at all.
I feel very accomplishment !

"Time you enjoy wasting, is not wasted"

- John Lennon

[JustKelli]

Two summers ago when we were flying to Scottsdale Arizona, we were intercepted and escorted to PHX International by 2 F-22 Raptors... dumbass bonespurs used the bullshit excuse that our transponder was silent but her was just pissed off that we won a lawsuit and the judge made him unblock us on Twitter.

Anyway fast-forward to Sunday night, we were escorted out of Chinese airspace by 2 J-20 Mighty Dragons, they were less than 500 feet off your wing tips and its was scary but exciting at the same time, they are incredible fighter jets and the PL-20's under the wings were ominous, although no reasoning was stated it was because we donated a squadron of our Justice Drones to Ukraine... (more in the conflict thread)

The icing on the cake was being banned from Russia lol. Who the F wants to go to Russia anyways. I can get myself into a world of hurt at home in Canada, who needs to go to a hostile country to get in trouble lol

[maxhitman]

Originally Posted by sordi88

I haven't watched any porn and jerked off for 2 weeks straight.
now THAT'S AN ACCOMPLISHMENT!

That said, tonight I'll take care of the oh so waited "release"

Man, you are going to go crazy ! Stop that.
The human body MUST release some "Tension" every other day, otherwise
you will go crazy.

What Happens to Your Body if You NEVER Have Sex

You Tube

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[Wallingford]

Wow, been neglecting my thread for a while. I do have some news.

Set a record at work in February, and then busted it on March 17 with two weeks to go in the month. That's one reason I haven't updated the thread, been working a lot.

As for my continuing saga of cleaning out the garage, I did sell one more shelving unit and I've got several bags of stuff I've given up on selling and have a one way ticket to donation land.

I have suffered another setback on cleaning out and reducing "stuff." The store where I donate and the site where I sell both have items they will sell me. I bought a popcorn popper "for Dad," yeah, that's the ticket. And I've bought a dozen cds, not bad, they don't take up much space and I'm getting them for $.69.

[SynchroDub]

Originally Posted by maxhitman

Man, you are going to go crazy ! Stop that.
The human body MUST release some "Tension" every other day, otherwise
you will go crazy.

What Happens to Your Body if You NEVER Have Sex

http://youtube.com/watch?v=NqSaWEIBQBU

You'd be surprised how many people have toned down their Porn consumption over the years, dude.
When you reach your late 30s, if you started watching Porn at a very young age, such as I did (I was only 11yo when I started watching Porn), you definitely no longer get any "satisfaction" from watching it daily.
You already seen it all, and don't care about new scenes from your favorite Pornstar or a whole new Br4zzers release.

Besides, I went through a lot of shit (and still go through) over the past 12 years or so, that I just "forget" about Porn and sex altogether, at the end of the day.
Sometimes I go days, weeks, without watching any of it.
I just "consume" it whenever I REALLY feel the need to. I'm ok where am I now.
I would like to get married and have kids, now. Not think about the fact that I haven't busted a nut since days, LOL.

Besides, there are other ways to release some tension, and that includes workouts, meditation, movies, books, video games, your favorite hobby, etcetera etcetera.
You need to have some "balance" in your life, otherwise you become depressed and strung out.

Speaking of achievements, I got my very first "spiritual awakening" about 2 weekends ago. I've been literally "disconnected" from my everyday world all the past week (confused and foggy).
I went back in time, mentally, and even had some very vivid visions about my childhood as well other great moments of my life.
I don't know what caused it, if it was my chronic 2-years long insomnia (I only sleep 4 hours a day), my chronic right shoulder and arm pain, my mental exhaustion or something else.
It's a pretty shitty period of my life, right now, with pressure from family members to do this or that, no jobs interviews, not enough money to pay gas bills, not doing well physically and mentally, feeling alone, and just want to go on a smack/Xanax binge and just get high (been thinking about starting to smoke Heroin, occasionally, for years now. Never found neither a good dealer or the economical means to buy some, which is "good", I suppose.....means that I probably won't have any problems doing it occasionally, every weekend or so, one day) to not get a rat ass fuck about anything or anyone at all (a sort of "escape", if you will).
But it was definitely "scary", regardless, not to feel like my usual self, both physically and mentally, for over a week.
I felt literally like I got back from Space. No kidding.

http://mindbodygreen.com/articles/spiritual-awakening

[maxhitman]

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Do NOT go do drugs as a"hobby", or even drinking. No, no.
I have been there too. It will just empty your wallet and make you feel
more depressed than before. Because once you get high... then comes
the low-down and you will come down far more worse. It will just be
an addiction which will be very dificult to get out of.

So, if you are already Hooked on something, do try very hard to
slowly remove it from your bad daily habits. DO it SLOWLY, because
going cold-turkey will just make you feel bad and depressed.
So, do it slowly and keep yourself and Your MIND busy doing a fun hobby.

If you keep busy having fun (on a daily basis) doing a hobby, you
will feel alot better about yourself.

I KNOW life sucks and it ain´t easy. I work in construction and I am
doing dirty work all day and some times weekends too. I come home all
full of dirty and cement and grease and sh*t on my clothes.
BUT when I get
home , I put aside at least 4+ hours to do something "fun".
I do something creative so I can feel good about myself.
And you know something ?
Life does seem alot better.

For all of those people that work in an office and dress in a white shirt
and wear a suit and tie.
I did that sort of work too. Sometimes it ain´t easy either. I know.
But think about it... It is far less messy , than coming home full of
cement on your shirt.
So you are the lucky ones - SMILE because you are lucky.
But you still need a fun hobby to do. To forget about the shitty boss
you have to put up with , back in the office job. LOL


- Always Think Positive and try hard to not have a negative attitude.
- Try hard to think good about yourself. You are a unique person.
- Look in the mirror and say, "Hey, you talking to me? You talking to me?
Damn right you are ! I am an amazing person, don´t you forget it !"
- Be creative.
- Have fun in life.
- Get a Hobby to do on a daily basis.
.
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[alexora]

Originally Posted by maxhitman

I know how you feel good friend I have been there , done this
and done that too. I am getting old too.

I still enjoy women and have to look at something sexy everyday (just
so I will not go nuts, LOL) but I have stopped collecting nudie-cutie photos
for along time now. Only collect the more "artsy nude stuff" for my
PC wallpapers and CD covers.
I already have a huge Terabyte collection of XXX-pics from my
20+ years of doing Celebrity fakes and collecting pictures for that "hobby".

Getting yourself a fun hobby is the best way to deal with stress and
loneliness and boredom.
Find something FUN to do , that YOU personally enjoy doing.
Do not listen to negative people always saying "That is a stupid idea",
just because they do not like it or do not understand it.
Most people just sit around looking at their smartphones or
coach-potato around the house looking at TV for hours. They do
not have time for a "hobby". or simply dont feel like doing anything.
Believe it or not , most of my friends are like that. LOL

Well said,

Also it will do you good, Synchro, if your hobby is something you can enjoy with others, chess, fishing, whatever.

Keep you porn appreciation private, and work instead to expand your horizons and circle of friends.

Drugs are not a hobby, and neither is porn, so work on building up other ways to connect with people.

I know, from your post here, that you have a great love of music: perhaps that could be a good starting point.

[SynchroDub]

Originally Posted by alexora

Well said,

Also it will do you good, Synchro, if your hobby is something you can enjoy with others, chess, fishing, whatever.

Keep you porn appreciation private, and work instead to expand your horizons and circle of friends.

Drugs are not a hobby, and neither is porn, so work on building up other ways to connect with people.

I know, from your post here, that you have a great love of music: perhaps that could be a good starting point.

It's "too long" of a post to quote that of Max, so i'm only quoting yours, while responding to both of you (in the best ways I can).

Well, I do have lots of hobbies, actually. I like retro videogames, like Super Mario, Pokemon Gold/Silver/Blue, Street Fighter and the good 'ol Mortal Kombat 1,2,3 and Trilogy. I also like Flight Simulation a lot, and for awhile I was a 747 pilot with over 2,500 hours of flight recorded.
I also enjoy books and movies, a lot, as well music, too.

It's a shame that some of my family members don't like Kubrick, Scott, Spielberg, Lynch and Scorsese. They make "boring" long movies, according to them, so I always end up enjoying them by my own.
Last weekend I tried to get my father to watch "Taxi Driver", and he said that the movie sucked so badly, and wanted to watch something more "modern" and shitty.
My father is Bipolar, unfortunately, so it's hard to stay on his back or follow what he says, while i'm much more "stable", "fixed".......stubborn, at times, if you will (I hardly change my mind very easily), so we always end up "fighting" for one thing or another, sadly.
I wish I had enough moneys to go live on my own, somewhere else, than always try to "please" my father or my relatives.
I'm definitely tired of not having my own space and times, not even in the crapper, anymore, LOL

My mother was definitely the total opposite of my father, and would also let me have tattoos and piercings, when I was 15. Hence why we always got along very well, and hardly we ever fought over something.
I don't know. My father always wanted to make me do jobs that he did, and things that he did. For awhile he worked as a chef in a couple of restaurants, before joining the Military, and always wanted me to become a chef as, like he says, "Chefs make a lot of $$$". Well, no doubt about that. But what about doing something that I really like, turn it to a job, and be happy to have a good salary, even though it's not millions of $$$?

And then there's this oppressive "pressure" in the house, of him always being tired, while my head keeps over-thinking, ALL DAY, about what to do.
You try to convince him that no one, these days, gives nothing for FREE, and that barely a small percentage of people become millionaires in life, and he won't fucking believe it.
Then there's my anxiety and depression problems that, while they're still under control, they're always there, nonetheless, and it all becomes unbearable that not even a 1 MG of Xanax or 10 MG of Paxil will do fucking nothing to keep me calm.

Then there's also the bills problems, the relatives in Sydney that like to play mouse and cat games with me (and that they don't give a rat ass fuck about my condition......won't respond to my letters or answer the phone), etcetera etcetera.
I feel lucky that I still haven't become "suicidal", all these years. Hence why I still have NEVER smoked or shot Heroin, otherwise I would've already become a junkie living in the streets of LA or Seattle, while "chasing" the American Dream.

Don't even have any economical means to even buy a fucking plane ticket to get to LA or Seattle. Fuck it......i'm poorer than Kurt Cobain was before becoming famous.
The social assistance check I get for my unemployment, here in Italy, is a total joke. $300, yeah that's right.
$300 that only last me a couple of weeks. Forget about getting dope with that money.

I hate this country with all my heart. And I wish I had the means or the opportunity to just leave the fuck out of here.
That's what also drives me completely nuts.